The Move

Today is December the 2nd, and it marks one whole week before I get out before Christmas break. I am so excited because once I leave for Christmas break there is no coming back. I will be starting my life as a young adult living out on my own and working to pay bills and rent. Sometimes I get scared because I do not know if I am making the right decision for myself right now. However I also feel that if I do not do it now than I my never grow up and be a young adult. With God on my side I know that all things are possible and He will protect me and keep me. But it is something in the back of my mind that keeps telling me that my mom is not happy with the fact that I am moving out of her house for good to start my own life. There have been many times when I tried to talk to her and explain to her why I am moving and her opinion about me moving, she always make up some crazy excuse for us not to talk about it. I feel as though she will be okay because she will be within driving distances of my new home. Although I am very excited about the move, I still worry about the work because that is something I really do not want to do right now while I am in school.